If you wrote a song, in the depths of depression — about your depression– what would it sound like?
Singer/songwriter Demetra Prochaska wrote a hauntingly beautiful song called “i am not okay,” that is both a call for help and a musical tribute to the depths of depression’s darkness.
Demetra shares her experience with depression, which began in her early teens, coinciding with her parents’ divorce. She talks about her struggles, including a ten-month stay in a residential treatment center and the challenges she faced during the pandemic in 2020.
The episode highlights Demetra’s coping mechanisms, such as seeking help from trusted adults and learning to check in with herself daily. Her journey is also expressed through her music, particularly the song she shares here, capturing her raw emotions during a dark period.
Demetra’s journey emphasizes the importance of reaching out for support, the power of feeling heard, and the therapeutic value of music. It concludes with a full play of “i am not okay,” offering listeners a poignant reflection on the realities of living with depression.
To hear more of Demetra’s music, check out her YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCijatOUHQY9g-hjS4_mBzqQ